It's been TOO long

I'm comin back finally.
Its been soo long that now is already almost in
the middle of 2011

Things happened,
shit happens but
life goes on

I started to realized that things
has changed drastically time flies
too fast that I can't pace up

Anyway, I'm old enough to think now
To think more speak critically and write less
Good day everyone!

श्रद्धा आशा प्रेम

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headache-headache-headache

Hello I'm back. With emo mode on again *sigh*

I supposed to work on my assignment now, but I

don't, I can't, I feel soo blur so headache..

Maybe there's something wrong with me these days

just feel lazy..very..and I don't know why some part of

my body feel soo sakit sakit sakit!! Starting from the right hand

(I forgot when) then the next days is my right eye..

and now is my tengkuk! ughh..!!

It is not I purposely made it for the sake of assignment

but..it is just like this..like suddenly all of these craps come

to me at the same time..owwhhh not only to those that I've

mentioned earlier though..many..

Talking about this assignment..I hate it indeed.

Hate the class,,hate the teacher (oouuupss..did I say something wrong??)

Maybe it's just me.. I've got no choice though.

Too many things in my mind yet I have limited words

and time to express it and of course cos this is not Ur diary..

everyone can see

everyone can read..

(I'm blogging for fun anyway)

The more U grow up the more U feel life is getting tougher.

I just realized that wow, this is real life when I left home,

everything is soo different. If U want something U have to work

hard to get it. No baby-feeding anymore.. Learn to adapt with situation

and all.. Try to be unselfish, in fact some people do, in order to "survive" (maybe)

I feel chaos somehow.. I don't know, I just feel so.

And now for sure,, I feel really really stress..

Maybe I sounds like..oowww I'm the only one who stressed,

depressed, and got lots of problem ohh no I'm dead!

(like my friends always say..sorry guys)

But yeah, everyone has a secret right,, and sometimes we

really need to keep it ( I know it sounds disgusting)

Just no need to be a drama-queen lahh... U cry, U laugh,

U lied, U arrrggghhh.. just keep it to Urself..and only trust able person hehee..

Ya, now I just realized and believed what some told me about things,

uhuuuu...

Back to assignment..due date is this Friday, followed by other subjects'

assignment ( which is better I think, cos it's group assignment..

what a lazy person I am) lolololll

How I wish I can be a kid once again..a good child (uhuu..)

Wakey wakey wakey.. I'm 19 now..and I'll turn 20 in the next

2 months..oohh NOOO!!! Getting older, get to face more problem

get to be an adult (shuttup!!)

It doesn't matter..our life is not always fill with cry and negative,

envious, low self-esteem anyway.

Make a CHANGE, be GOOD, live with Ur IMAGINATION

& just be YOU !!!

Goodnight and sleeptight everyone!!

-dara-

tell me how I feel now cuz I can't

NUMB

I'm not crying, nor laughing

just feel bad & sad

I know I don't have rights to be angry

or even to feel it. I don't need to.

It's all my fault though.

I just want to say sorry. the BIG one.

I apologize.. hope this one is really

the "last"one.. hope this one isn't the

meaningless one..

huhuuu..hu..hujan after exam

Just finished my winter sem exam this afternoon, finally..

now can rest..but still can't sleep huhuhuuu..

Studied last minute last nite..only slept for like 5hours, better than

no sleep @ all of course,,but I feel relieved!! yaayyyy..

Talk about exam just now, nothing much..but really, I love the

mcq questions, ahaaakss!! Hopefully the result is fine,,haa..pass is

enough....NOT actually..I want more!!! but it is much more better

than accounting..craps..dun wanna think abt it!!

2 weeks holiday..before next sem's class started! do what..

can't go home, have to save money (sad..) but I miss my family,,

had a nightmare AGAIN last night (sempat,haa..) like I never!!

I wonder when can I sleep dreamless..peacefully..

Its not that I dun want..like dream about the good good things

but,,U can ask.. MY dreams,,is always weird weird one

luckily "the dreamer is not the real me" (talking rubbish)

Huh..my head feel like exploding..not enough sleep..

(who ask U to OL every nite!?..sounds familiar*grin*)

Maybe I've to start packing tomorrow..isshhh.. I hate packing!!

I just moved "here"last sem..n now..have to move again..

sometimes I feel jealous w/ my friends who stays w/ their family..

hahaa..I know..sounds so not me..last time

now U'll realize when U're here, alone..far away (Kch-Ponti pun..)

from Ur beloved family (terharu,hikss..)

Why am I writing now?.. half bored..half waiting..

where r they..? me n my friends are going "somewhere" this

afternoon..now exactly..heee..but while waiting.. just write sth

rather than U think abt sth else..or facebooking (ehhmmm!!)

just joking, I prefer fb to fs actually (wth I'm talking abt now)

I think, gtg now..*grin*

bye bye..

-missing this-

F.r.I.e.N.d.S..

what a big word

Really miss U guyz..ga ada n ga akan pernah ada yg kaya' kalian..huhuuuu..

Btw, bangga euy ama teteh, bikin "project" buat kita!ahakkzz.. ssuatu yg akan menggemparkan siantan, lol.. Kaya apa yg t2h blg,,moga aja dgn "itu" bisa nyatukan kita lagi..hikzzz..(ngepet dibuat2 sangadh sedihnya) But seriously, maaf bwat teteh,echie,rana..bukannya knapa..sibuk bgt2 skrg (yaa,,ga jelas gtu de) makanya ga smpat kbar2in..balik aja ngga kali liburan ini..bnr2 pengen gila2an ma klian lagi, pokoknya buat smua, baik2 dsna n kejar impianmu (buat echie..SEKOLAH LAGI!!! :D , rana..kita sama2 berjuang ya nek! ;) , n teteh..ga tau perlu brapa kali mo bilang ini tp bner2 ga sabar utk liat hasilnya!! hahaaa..

p.s : kapan bisa berburu sunset lagi??

Introduction

haha..sound so formal,,

what to say..? hmmm...

this is the first time I write, a BLOG

hahehuhiiho..