tell me how I feel now cuz I can't

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I'm not crying, nor laughing

just feel bad & sad

I know I don't have rights to be angry

or even to feel it. I don't need to.

It's all my fault though.

I just want to say sorry. the BIG one.

I apologize.. hope this one is really

the "last"one.. hope this one isn't the

meaningless one..